By Daniel Montero in : 4aMuse // Mar 18 2010

I thought this would be forever...
Life by many is eternal and they will say that eternity is like the never ending flow of a great river… People are used to thinking that if you don’t have something to hold onto, it’ll pull you under with all the sorrows, I can’t simply seem to believe such thing.
It’s a sad way to see things and I see everything, like it’s the same. Eternity is probably made of all the things that happened, and the things that didn’t, all the objects that fill space, and the nothingness. (Nothingness can be often found in people’s head <- fun fact)
When you achieve something in the end you’ll simply lose it, so don’t attach and depend of those things, in the end it’s all simple, it’s NOTHING… I like to think that I’ve got nothing to lose, that incites me to take more risks and to obviously try new things.
In the past I used to live saying that I had almost all that a man could have, that I just needed one more thing to fulfill my dreams. But with time, I learned that things weren’t that way, I was wrong, I didn’t own the things, those things owned me.
With time I came to develop many theories of how my life works, I’ve taken notice of several problems and I realized that many can not be fixed by now… since I noticed this, I decided to live with the only thing that I’ve always had and that never left… that’s myself.
Running in despair some years ago, I found myself the perfect place for living. I built myself a glass prison where to stay, away from people. Numbness, is something I could live with, but I can’t seem to be able to live with you.
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